A mom who's son was hit by two cars
tells her son's experiences and then
wrote an encouraging word of God for You.
I love you all very much and thank you for all the prayers. I
am deeply touched by the support and encouraged by the tender love and
compassion of God's kids. Bryan was just taken into the operating room to put
the skull plate back on and remove the cotton balls. They said it will take
about 4 hours.
The last surgery was to put the shunt in. Long story short, the doctor went on
vacation and had canceled Bryan's original appt. As the swelling in Bryan's
ventricles continued, his responsiveness deteriorated accordingly. They said
after the a few days of the shunt being put in, it would return. He has not
regained as of yet the level of responsiveness that he had but he is watching tv
and he did close his eyes for me and move his head again 2 days ago. Up until
that time he looked like he did not feel good and he slept a lot. I am happy to
see him start looking around again. The doctor said patients tend to do
remarkably better once the skull plate is put back on. The brain does not seem
to like floating around uncontained.
I am thankful for all the care that medicine and doctors have given, but I want
it to be clear, God is healing my son. After the doctors tried to get me to pull
the plug on Bryan on numerous occasions, not to be rude, but I do not feel any
glory is their portion, it is the Lord's. I need special prayer for Bryan in
that is seems the enemy is still on an assignment to take Bryan out. Please pray
protection over him. Time and time again some serious mistakes are being made
with Bryan that should not be made. I have not left his side since the accident.
I know 100% if I were not here continually by his side, the enemy would have
taken him. I won't list all of the things that have happened, but to give an
example...a medicine that was discontinued referred to as low pressure, was
administered to my son while his heart rate was 99/53 when the parameters are if
it is under 120/60 it is not to be given. The nurse not only gave a medicine
that had been
discontinued, but did not follow the guidelines of when it was originally given.
Also the hospital made a mistake the last time he was in and administered 1/2 of
his dose of seizure medicine over the course of his stay and Bryan kept
suffering from seizures, which was hard on the body. Nurses have come with
medicine he is not suppose to even have. I have contacted the patient advocate
and said no medicine is to be administered to my son without my authorization.
I have taken over all his personal care, the biggest reason being is it was not
done properly and sometimes not at all. I discovered after being in the nursing
home for weeks, his feeding tube site had not been cleaned since he was there.
It was hidden under a flap and I never looked thinking the nurses were doing
their job. It looked dark one day under the flap so I moved it to see why it was
dark. It was surrounded by crunchy stuff and full of pus. That is dangerous for
Bryan. A week before that I discovered his trach was not being cleaned....same
crunch stuff and pus surrounding it. The list of neglect goes on and on and I
would like to prophecy, no more.....no more. Pray with me and decree, uttermost
care for Bryan.
I apologize for not being able to keep updates as I intended. The service at the
nursing home did not get turned on when I intended and then I left there back to
the hospital. Bryan had to come back because of all the seizures....which he was
having because they had him on the wrong dose. While we are praying....we ask
for no seizures. A very sweet couple called me and asked if they could come and
pray for my son. I told them how I had kept up updates and felt bad I was not
able now. They were compassionate and full of authority when they prayed (yeh
God's empowered kid's.....look at us Daddy, we are growing, we are getting
it!!!) They left and came back 2 hours later and said we have a surprise for
you....and they handed me a brand new laptop computer. Thank you Daddy.....Thank
you all my brothers and sisters. This kind act represents all of you, because we
are God's kids and He has made His love deposit in us and we can not help but be
like Him. More
and more we are truly getting this love thing....the highest calling on the
planet.....not ministry, or a "position or title"....but love, right there where
you are to all those around...WE SHINE!!!!!!!!!! WE MAGNIFY OUR FATHERS
NATURE. I pray right now that everyone reading this knows the greatness of their
essence...what God has made them...each one special and I pray all the lies of
the enemy are removed and that the lies of religion are removed and everyone
sees their greatness....the extravagant perfection of their spirit within, the
deposit of God's very nature infused in their spirit. Greatness, each one oh
Lord, show each one the priceless prized possession they are to You and I pray
everyone is set free from trying to receive that in any way shape or form, I
pray each of your spirits rises within you with an outlandish YES DADDY, Yes to
all you have for me...no fear but an overcoming spirit to be wide heart opened
to all You
have...........WIDE OPEN.....HEARTS WIDE OPEN.........HEAVENLY GATES
OPEN......THEIR IS A KING OF GLORY TO BE RELEASED ON THIS LAND........Through
you saints, do not be trapped into false humbleness. You are called to be
ambassadors of the KING. You are not shabby, you are priceless. Bryan had come
to know this.....HE SAW THIS IN EVERYONE......HIS MESSAGE WAS , IT IS FINISHED,
STOP STRUGGLING, accept the love God has for you. BEAUTIFUL SAINTS, TREMENDOUSLY
PRICELESS, RELEASE WHAT GOD HAS PUT IN YOU....YOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS IS FROM HIM, NO
HOLDING BACK NOT FEAR OF MAN....RELEASE THE GIFTS GOD HAS PUT IN YOU.....DO NOT
LISTEN TO THE ENEMIES VOICE...THAT MAYBE WHAT YOU HAVE IS NOT SO SPECIAL. THAT
IS WHY THE ENEMY IS TELLING YOU THAT. RELEASE YOUR PART........RELEASE THE
KINGDOM OF HEAVEN ON THIS EARTH....STOP KEEPING IT INSIDE....LOVE, LOVE ,
LOVE....COMPASSION AND AUTHORITY AS THE CHILDREN OF GOD FLOW NOW. FATHER RELEASE
A GREAT REVELATION OF YOUR LOVE AND
THE GREATNESS WE ARE CALLED TO. SET US FREE FROM THE CHAINS THAT WOULD HOLD US
BACK.
BEAUTIFUL SAINTS OF THE MOST HIGH, SHINE.....WHATEVER YOU MAY HAVE HELD BACK ON,
GO AND DO, NO HOLDING BACK....SHINE, SHINE, SHINE...THIS IS YOUR DESTINY,
GREATNESS AND BEAUTY. HE IS NOT GLORIFIED WHEN YOU SHY AWAY FROM RELEASING THE
PRICELESS JEWELS HE PUT IN YOU. OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND SPEAK FOR IT IS FULL OF
AUTHORITY AND POWER, DO NOT LET THE ENEMY SHUT YOUR MOUTH. RELEASE RELEASE
RELEASE THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN THAT IS WITHIN YOU, THERE IS A DRY AND THIRSTY
LAND AWAITING. HUNGRY STARVING SOULS DESPERATE FOR THE LOVE OF THE FATHER, AND
YOU HAVE IT......JUST
LOVE............................LOVE............LOVE...........LOVE. AND SHINE
YOU SAINTS OF HIS. SHINE HIS GLORIOUS LIGHT ALL OVER THE EARTH, DO NOT BACK DOWN
FROM YOUR GREATNESS. REFUSE TO BELIEVE ONE SMALL THING ABOUT YOURSELF, THERE IS
NOTHING SMALL ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE A BELOVED CHILD OF THE MOST HIGH GOD AND HE IS
BACKING YOU UP WITH ALL OF HEAVEN.
GO AHEAD, WATCH WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU STEP OUT, I PRAY A STUPENDOUS RELEASE OF
COMPASSION THAT COMPELS PEOPLE OUT OF THEIR COMFORT ZONE TO REACH OUT WITH
LOVE. NO FANCY WORDS NEEDED, NO DOCTORATE, NO TITLE, NO SEMINARY TRAINING,
COMPASSION IS ALL YOU NEED AND THE MOST SIMPLE OF WORDS, YOU HAVE THE KINGDOM OF
HEAVEN WITHIN, RELEASE IT WITH GREAT JOY KNOWING YOU ARE ABOUT YOUR FATHERS
BUSINESS....
FATHER MAKE US SHINE LIKE NEVER BEFORE, FILL THE EARTH WITH YOUR GLORY. THANK
YOU DADDY FOR YOUR GREAT EXTRAVAGANT LOVE. DADDY, THANK YOU FOR HEALING BRYAN
AND BLESS ALL THOSE PRAYING FOR HIM. LET FAITH ARISE OH LORD. LET FAITH ARISE.
GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND YOU ARE GREATLY LOVED BY ME AND THE
FATHER....AND PRECIOUS BRYAN!!!!
PAM, BRYAN AND FAMILY
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